Sunday, September 12, 2010

Na Wa Oh Another Sunday Again

Ahha God its another sunday again and nothing has happened. I did they same thing, I always do, I went to church, I prayed, I cried to You, I worshipped with my whole heart and still nothing has changed.

What should I do? Where should I run to? (sigh) I don't know.
Did I do anything wrong in life? I have taken a while to run through my short life, the only sins committed weren't major, just little lies, stubbornness here and there and that was all. Hmmm(sigh) maybe I did more than that took something that weren't mine, but hey I repented. Its not so bad: people in this world have done worse. A lot of my mates did a lot of bad things in the past, so hideous one couldn't fathom, but it looks as though they are now better than I am.......What is the point then?

How can I cope? Sometimes I want to tell You that I cannot do it anymore. This business of living a faithful life is killing me. I try to be faithful and it seems as though nothing good comes out of it. I am tempted to look the other way......

Life!!!!! What can one say. Its become more and more difficult to deal with it and still keep smile. Sometimes its as though you have been betrayed, nothing seems to work.
Being good has become a chore and a difficult one at that, but despite all the difficulties in life, just hang in there, cos its just but a while. For surely one day it will come, and all the frustrations will be over.

Note: this week determine in your heart to be happy no matter what happens.

Take care and have a nice week