Thursday, March 25, 2010


You know there are just some days when you don't feel right. Your mood is terrible and you are wondering are you good enough? Today I feel that way. I woke up happy and excited, but it was short lived. I got a mail this morning that an assignment I had submitted didn't make it. Questions ran through my head like.......How good am I in what I do? Is it that I don't know what I am doing? Maybe I am not good enough to venture into this world alone. Maybe I am not cut out to be a writer. Maybe I should just pack up my bag and forget all this talk about being my own boss, doing my own thing and making money from it.
Right now the encourager needs encouragement. The writer needs inspiration, the wife needs love, the woman needs acceptance, the child needs to know that she is good, hardworking and can do anything she sets her heart to do. As it stands I am confused and I don't know what to do or say. How do I start all over? What do I do? I put a lot into this, only for me to loose it.........Oh God help me. You are the only one that can console me..........


  1. Sweetheart, dont be discouraged.Success is a continous process and not an instant achievement.The owner of disney world tried many times to get a loan for his dream but never succeeded.....he finally got it about the 99th time of applying.Kevin,who won the Big Brother competition had lost out in three previuos auditions but heard on to his dreams.So,keep the dream alive and dont give up what God has put into you to express to the world,they didnt give you the talent and cant take it from you.
    Obstacles come to shake the foundation of our dreams and visions but we must hold on strongly to what we believe.
    keep writing,you are good at it.

  2. raliat said it all.let me say it again:keep writing, you are good at it.that fake voice(the 'can i make it' voice) is only as it's name sounds.what the real voice says is who u r, that you are so full of unquantifiable virtues.