Right now the encourager needs encouragement. The writer needs inspiration, the wife needs love, the woman needs acceptance, the child needs to know that she is good, hardworking and can do anything she sets her heart to do. As it stands I am confused and I don't know what to do or say. How do I start all over? What do I do? I put a lot into this, only for me to loose it.........Oh God help me. You are the only one that can console me..........
Thursday, March 25, 2010
You know there are just some days when you don't feel right. Your mood is terrible and you are wondering are you good enough? Today I feel that way. I woke up happy and excited, but it was short lived. I got a mail this morning that an assignment I had submitted didn't make it. Questions ran through my head like.......How good am I in what I do? Is it that I don't know what I am doing? Maybe I am not good enough to venture into this world alone. Maybe I am not cut out to be a writer. Maybe I should just pack up my bag and forget all this talk about being my own boss, doing my own thing and making money from it.