Hmmmm (Sighs)

I am so scared, angry, jealous, envious and I don't want her to come, but she has come.

They say I should act normal, but how can I?

How can I be normal, when I know that they are laughing at me.

How can I be normal, when I know that she has taken everything I ever owned.

How can I be normal, when I know her aim is to see be destroyed.

But she has gotten everything good that life can ever offer. What about me? The good one. The angel. Why not me instead of her? Why? (Sobbing)

I hope you can understand, why I cannot act normal around her.

How can I act like everything is normal? They say I should at least act like a politician.

They say that if I show my feelings, I will be declared a jealous person.

Do I not have the right to be jealous?

Do I not have the right to show at least, an atom of envy

Impossible things are expected from one each day. Difficult I must say, difficult.

Every time they say, don't do this, don't do that. Don't act like that, don't behave this way.

Sometimes, I just feel as though I am a little chick, fighting its way out of the shell.

hmmmmmm(sighs again) I am tired and I want this to be over.

Please help me, somebody help me, PLEASE!!!!

I am looking, hoping and waiting for my own miracle.

I am fed up of being jealous, envious and angry at every success I come across........

Human beings, all over the world, sometimes feels an atom of envy or a little jealousy towards something or someone.....This is human.....

As I read the lamentations of the person above, I realize that sometimes, I may feel like this. Sometimes I wonder why should something good happen to an evil person, and not me, the good one.

Is it right to be envious of that person, even if it's just for a second?

Notez Bien: "All life is an experiment. The more experiments you make the better", Ralph Waldo Emerson

Have a lovely weekend.

Ciao